Hello Toade,
From what I have found, I do not feel like you will be a good fit for this community. Add to that the backlash from your application rejection and I do not feel like you will A: fit in with the community we have here and B: have the maturity to walk away and find somewhere else. As I have stated earlier, we have decided to decline your application.
I wish you the best of luck in finding a server that is suitable for you.
-tolly765